Missing ?

It's 3.43 in the morning. I'm missing him so badly. So very much. It is sucky. To miss him and can't be with him, knowing he wasn't mine anymore. But at the same time pretending to be his friend. Why can't I let him go ?

Ku harungi hari demi hari bersama wajah tak mungkin kembali....

Anuar Zain - Perpisahan

That's what I'm in right now.